Monday, March 19, 2018 @ 11:40 PM
After multiple failed attempts to access this blog, I finally managed to 'revive' it?
This blog encompasses and tells the story of my teenage years, which is long gone. Reading through my thoughts and worries during that time, made me realise how simple and carefree life was. My worries were about things that can be solved and things that will easily pass when another event/opportunity comes along. However, at that point of time, those worries might have totally engulfed my mind.
Life now is so vastly different. The issues on my mind is of another category, of another magnitude. I wish I could take on the attitude that I had in the past. I wish I can say that I am as optimistic as I was in the past.
How did everything change so drastically? How can people change so drastically?
How did I start hating the reflection I see in the mirror that times?
How did her mind change so much?
I guess, life just gives you lemons.
and I hope I will learn how to make sweet lemonade from it
and not let the lemons...rot away.
PS. And hi, if you are an old friend reading this blog. Were you reminiscing about the past and blog hopping? Those secondary school days/ teenage days were really fun and isn't it so heartwarming to think about old friends and old events. Whoever you are, lets catch up somehow and someday.........when we still have the time.
Thursday, August 5, 2010 @ 2:35 AM
life is kinda horrible this few days.
all the MSAs that im so sure im gonna fail.
and of course, PW><
lik wth man, why must he scrape our idea now?? after doing so much.
grrrrrrr, so watever we have done is totally useless, even our EOM is useless.(but its actually useless in the first place. lols )
haiis, i dunno why but recently i keep thinking of grandpa.
its 5 months since grandpa left us.
i kinda accepted that fact, but i keep thinking bout him sometimes.
and i really miss him ):
but the weird thing is, im not exactly close to grandpa. but now i really do miss him.
i miss his smile, his laughter, his chatter.
well, i think this proves that i didnt spend enough time with him when i had the chance to.
and now im regreting it.
Monday, June 14, 2010 @ 7:54 AM
its lik F.I.N.A.L.L.Y.
after waiting for like thousand of years.lols.
i really hope that it wun give me any problems.
anyway, holidays are lik gonna be over and i havent done much.
Friday, May 14, 2010 @ 3:17 AM
my blog is dead and so am i.
its a long long time since i posted, tonnes of things happened.
Co concert is over, lik dunno how many
thousand days ago..
anyway, thanks to the M1 peeps who came (:
hmmm..i realised i dun really like the blog bout saco, unlike how i used to blog a lot bout bpco
i guess, maybe i dun have the feelings for saco? lols
but anyway, CTs are coming soon.
and im so not prepared, will june holidays be enough?
i dunno. JC life seems is so insecure. its lik you dunno what will happen next.
one week might seem rather free and the next week teachers will just dump all the work at you.
argh. im so hating this life now..
and and, im missing the M1 peeps soooooooo much. ): ): ): ):
i cant wait for class outing <3
Thursday, March 18, 2010 @ 4:56 AM
my dearest piano.
i have been neglecting you for far too long ><
recently, my fingers have been itching to play something nice, but i have nothing to play.
or rather, nothing fun to play.
oh ya, m1 class outing tmr, like FINALLY(:
i miss you guys to the max.
but sadly, su,wei and qin are goin to be late. boohoo ):
there are so so so so many things i wanna tell you girls.
Wednesday, January 27, 2010 @ 4:58 AM
a new school a new begining.
i kinda dread doing everything over again.
things lik adapting to the new environment, making new friends, struggling with the work load, and to go thru the whole orientation again.
i wonder if the ppl there are friendly.
ahh..im getting paranoid ><
im so missing all the Bpians and all the ppl in M1.
four years, roamin in the same school compound, eating the same school food
and suddenly *poof* we are goin separate ways.
Saturday, January 16, 2010 @ 8:17 AM
but im still in the process of editing it
shall continue it tmr ><>